This moment, this time

This moment, this time

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The other day, whilst on holiday, I was standing watching Freddie and Sasha tear around the soft play area in Butlins. What struck me most (besides the ear-piercing screaming) was suddenly how sweet our little one’s relationship had become. Freddie would wait for Sasha to climb up through the holes behind him, trying to pull her up if possible. They would wait for each other to come down the tunnel slide, calling up anxiously if they were slow in coming down. Freddie would tell another child to “mind out of the way, please” so his sister could pass through without getting squashed. When they bounded out of the play area, hot and sweaty, and grinning with excitement, I told them both how proud I was that they had played together so nicely, and had looked after each other. “I have to, Mummy, Sasha is my sister!”. It was so adorable, and I could have burst with pride. I still find it amazing how even at the tender ages of 2 and 3, the empathy they have developed is huge, and long may it continue! They may fight and argue at home, but out and about and facing the big-bad-world, they are inseparable, and a tiny duo to be reckoned with.

Right now, Freddie would eat chocolate buttons for breakfast everyday if he could (he doesn’t!) and loves making a ‘jungle’ out of all the sofa cushions for him and his teddies. He loves pasta, travelling on the bus and watching his favourite Thomas movie. Sasha loves drawing, specifically with her yellow and purple pens, putting stickers on everything (we find them everywhere) and the story ‘Hansel & Gretel’ (I have no idea why, it’s actually a horrible tale!). She runs around the house naked before bathtime squealing with delight, wanting us to nibble on her squishy little bottom, shouting “I’m naked everyone, look at me, I’m naked!“. She climbs into our bed in the middle of the night (her turn for this little phase), and snuggles up close. Yesterday morning, far too early. she lay next to Adam and said, “Daddy, open your eyes, I want to TALK TO YOU!”. They are so fabulous, and despite being challenging at times, make us so, so happy.

I’ve enjoyed different phases of motherhood so far for different reasons, and some I’ve enjoyed more than others. Whilst I’m not a huge ‘baby-stage’ person, I loved it when they were newborn, and would sleep on us for hours, snuffling and murmuring. Then at a few months old when they can smile, and doing even the weirdest things will make them peel off into fits of laughter. That later baby/toddler stage where they can gain independence and crawl/toddle about, and start to express their likes and dislikes a lot more clearly. Their little personalities really come to life.

But this stage we’re in right now,ย where my 3 1/2 year old asks the questions that really challenge me to think of appropriate, simple answers, and when he says “I love you, Mummy” for no particular reason at all. When my 2 1/2 year old has me in hysterics with her funny facial expressions, and when I watch them play together for longer and longer, deep in their own little games, showcasing their brilliant imaginations. When they cuddle up on the sofa to watch a film, and F lets his little sister fall asleep on his lap, yes, right now, I think, really is my favourite stage of all so far. The one with the most personality so far, yet still so innocent, before it gets tainted slightly with more outside influences, consumerism and an understanding that the world can not always be the nicest of places after all.

Having never done ‘this’ before, I often worry that we ‘re doing it ‘wrong’- Are we too laid back? Are we too strict? Have I shouted too much today? Are we all spending too much time together and driving each other mad? Am I being selfish when I leave them during the day to pursue an interest of my own/see friends? Do they watch too much Peppa Pig? ย Am I passing on my own fears and bad habits to them? I worry that we will only have one chance at ‘this’ parenting lark, and really pray that we don’t cock it up too much, and that they will reach adulthood and look back and think that we did a ‘good job’, or at least, a ‘good enough’ job. I feel lucky that for now, they are healthy, happy and content little people, who thrive off their surroundings and routine.

On the eve of starting my new part-time role, I feel lucky that I’ve been able to spend so much time at home being their Mum for the last 3 1/2 and 2 1/2 years.

I was thinking today how wonderful this preschool stage of motherhood is, and how I need to make the most of it, it really is the sweetest. It won’t be long before they are both at school 5 days a week and we won’t be able to hang out and just enjoy these beautiful moments as much.

So here’s to little ones, and all their quirks and foibles- please stop growing guys, just for a minute!

Teaming up with Mummy, Daddy, Me & The Ordinary Moments!

22 Comments

  1. November 2, 2014 / 9:42 am

    Lovely post, I think as parents we always wonder whether we are “doing it right”, its only natural! I’m such a worrier too which doesn’t help!

    Kay xxx

    http://www.mummyburgess.co.uk

    • Becky
      Author
      November 2, 2014 / 8:43 pm

      Thanks, Kay! I never used to think of myself as a worrying type, but when it comes to the children I can’t help it! x

  2. November 2, 2014 / 12:41 pm

    Ahhh how gorgeous that he’s so helpful and protective of his sister!!! Best of luck with your job I’m excited for you xxx

    • Becky
      Author
      November 2, 2014 / 8:43 pm

      Thanks lovely! x

  3. pottymouthedmummy
    November 2, 2014 / 1:31 pm

    This is lovely! Good luck on the new job, it’s wonderful that you’ve been able to spend so much time with them. Gorgeous picture xxx

    • Becky
      Author
      November 2, 2014 / 8:44 pm

      Thanks lovely! x

  4. Caroline (Becoming a SAHM)
    November 2, 2014 / 7:22 pm

    Gorgeous post, sounds like they have such a lovely relationship and I so hope that our 2 will be this close as they grow. Xx #ordinarymoments

    • Becky
      Author
      November 2, 2014 / 8:44 pm

      They do fight a lot but it’s nice to see them become so close now! x

  5. November 2, 2014 / 7:38 pm

    Becky, you’re an inspiration. Your children are so lovely and you should be so proud that you raised them to be kind, generous, and good little people! xx

    • Becky
      Author
      November 2, 2014 / 8:45 pm

      Oh Jaime, that’s such a lovely thing to say! I hope we’re doing ok- only time will tell I guess! xx

  6. November 2, 2014 / 9:57 pm

    What a beautiful post Becky! You’re so right that the pre-school phase is a lovely one – we have one in school now and it does change the dynamic a bit. He’s hard work at times but I have enjoyed being back together with him for a bit more of the week during the holidays. I have all the same worries about whether we’re doing the right things too – it sounds like you’ve got a pretty good handle on it though and your kids are adorable X #ordinarymoments

    • Becky
      Author
      November 4, 2014 / 8:55 pm

      Thank you! It is such hard work- I wrote this post because they were being so lovely together on holiday- now we have returned home they have been awful to each and so naughty, been tearing my hair out! Swings and roundabouts I guess… x

  7. Carie
    November 2, 2014 / 10:51 pm

    Oh yes, we definitely need to persuade them all to pause just so we can really enjoy each phase before we suddenly find we’re in the middle of the next one without quite remembering how we got there! And yes, it’s one of the nicest feelings in the world to watch the little ones watch out for each other – however much they’ve been squabbling at home!

    • Becky
      Author
      November 4, 2014 / 8:56 pm

      That’s the thing, Carie, they are fabulous out and about, but not so much at the moment at home, hoping the bad behaviour at home is just a phase!

  8. November 2, 2014 / 11:58 pm

    Aw this is so lovely! Such a gorgeous picture too. Hope the new job goes really well x

    • Becky
      Author
      November 4, 2014 / 8:57 pm

      Thank you! Job going okay so far, only one day in though, just need to get into the swing of things and find my feet! x

  9. November 3, 2014 / 4:39 pm

    What a beautiful post Becky and I agree, I am loving my girls at the age they are now. You write about motherhood so beautifully. Hope the job is going well so far! x

    • Becky
      Author
      November 4, 2014 / 8:58 pm

      Thanks Katie, job going okay so far, although only one day in! Feels weird to have two whole days now per week with no child whatsoever! It actually feels great, although I feel more pressure to make the most of those two days to get loads done, I’m a perfectionist and my own worst enemy! x

  10. November 3, 2014 / 9:09 pm

    Love this and agree so much! I am really enjoying it with my little three. I know i will be sobbing when my biggest girl goes to ‘big school’. not sure if that will be next year or the year after yet…but i’m embracing it all for now. ๐Ÿ™‚

    • Becky
      Author
      November 4, 2014 / 8:59 pm

      I’m definitely trying to embrace it, even though they can test my patience at times! It really is a lovely stage though ๐Ÿ™‚

  11. Donna
    November 3, 2014 / 10:09 pm

    Firstly, how am I not following your blog already?! Rectified ๐Ÿ™‚
    I love this post, it’s how I hope our future will be when my Little Man is 2 and LP is 3 and a half. Right now Little Man can’t do as much as his sister although he wants to and I can’t wait for the time when he can climb up on the softplay things too and for him and his sister to have that relationship that yours clearly do.
    Like you, I am loving this stage. I know we are a year earlier than you, but now that Little Man can walk confidently, jump, climb and make us laugh constantly, his sister is super easy and says the sweetest things. I’m loving our life right now and the relationships we have. Thanks for linking up x

    • Becky
      Author
      November 4, 2014 / 9:00 pm

      Thanks Donna, glad you like my blog ๐Ÿ™‚ It does seem to get easier the older they are, and they do really look out for each other when out and about- it’s at home they can be total terrors and fight a fair bit! x

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